I just finished reading one of kiki's () journals.

And she said she plans to commit suicide in May or earlier.

Kiki, if you're reading this, I just want to say I know I can't say anything to change your mind, and I really wish I could. And I read other peoples comments in that journal, and I read your replies explaining why you want to do this. And I know what you're going through.

I've had people manipulate me, I've had people lie to me, I've had people backstab me, I've had some haters tell me that nobody in this world likes me, I've had every single guy that I've completely fallen in love with say no to me, my longest relationship was for 2 seconds, and I'm basically the most miserable person where I live.
Just like you say about yourself.

But I'm willing to go through it. Because I know that so many different things could happen. Maybe someday things will turn around, and eventually we'll both be really happy. Anything can happen. Anything's possible. So why throw it all away just because of the way things are now?

I know you don't think anyone would care if you did this. But I would care. I'm sure other people would care too. I know you don't think anyone would miss you, but I would miss you so much.

I know nothing can convince you, but you should really just think it over before you come right to a decision that you don't want to live anymore. So many times I've wanted to die, I know how it feels. But I've stayed strong through all the tough times. And I hope you do the same.